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Waiting.. (Part 1) 12/27/09

It's been four years ever since we've departed,
Day and night, I kept thinking you're cold-hearted.
I can't take my mind off that adorable way of smirking,
Hiding behind that rock so that you can frighten me...
I was caught once, but I kept my guard up, and exposed your lurking.
After, we would laugh it off and enjoy the orange sea...

We've always waited till the night in a clear day,
To be honest, I've always wanted it that way.
The clear night shows the beautiful moon,
And every time you look at me, I always waited,
Till the moon was in back of me,
So that I can see that moon in your eyes...

That beautiful, purifying, and mesmerizing eyes of yours,
I can still remember,especially on the day when rain pours...
You once told me,"If the rain would continue to pour, I can stay in with you forever..."
I've always wanted a rainy day every since,
I would recall that lightening smile...
Although it's been a while,
I can still remember the happiness you gave me,
And the sadness you left for me to carry...

I miss you... I'm waiting for you...

Waiting (Part 2) .... 12/27/09

There is no more Part two,
Waiting so long makes me a fool...
I've got to climb out the well,
to see that there isn't just that small radius of clouds, admiring from below,
but an infinite stretch of the, amazed from the above.

Even though waiting is what I do most,
I HAVE to treat what I've been expressing as a boast..
This dream has finally ended,
My mind has finally been free from being suspended.
No more afternoons,
There are only mornings and evenings.
Staying between the beginning and ending,
Is just a fantasy I've been dreaming.

There's always either a beginning or an end,
The middle that contains all the experiences,
Are the leaves that flys where the wind takes them,
To a place mysterious, where no one knows what happened, or where they are...
They are left to decay as time passes...

This beginning, is the time we first met,
This middle, is the time we thought everything had been set,
This ending, is the time when I had wept,
This waiting, is the time when I had slept...

This beginning , which is the ending to this waiting, will never approach the middle, that I had gone to.
(Instead, the memories of you, will forever be kept in my pandora's box, never be touched and never be mentioned.) <-- (?)

I guess this is the part two of all this waiting..


Too much space, yet too little beauty.

I'm not worthy.. 12/27/09

The beauty of your soul can be attracted to many other males. Although I may set the standards for most females because of my fame and talent, I can still not suit your tastes. Emotions are not determined by status, money, and power. Emotions are what make humans human, and since we're human,  even if we are all stripped of power, status, and fame, we are still human with emotions itselfRich can be married to poor vice versa. Love is the power to everything..I can not meet your satisfaction.. I'm not worth of you because I'm not making you a human because of the lack of emotional time. I spend with you
    I am not worthy to be a human because my emotions connect to yours
    and if you're missing that emotion, chain reactions tell me im missing it too
    and therefore
    I'm not worthy to connect that chain with you
    and thus, I'm not worthy to share the same feeling as you